Change

All I gotta say is F*** this weather. Can’t go out to eat or hang out with friends. Now i can understand why seattle has the highest depression rate (so i’ve heard) but yeah. School seriously sucks. Just one of those days..

LACKXLUSTER

Everytime i feel like posting something on my blog, i’m no where near a computer. I’m right now in my room, dodgers have lost, and i missed house. I skated around school just a few minutes ago, and i’m a bit sweaty. The weather outside is about 59deg? i don’t know exactly but it’s getting pretty cold now a days. I have no motivation to study. I thought i would, going to a pretty decent school and all, but iono. I do get it done, don’t get me wrong, but it doesn’t feel like i’m getting it done.

All i know is that I wish it was winter, and no school.

someday…

LIFE

school has started and it’s 3rd week. It’s pretty though. I’m in my dark room, with only a single light to light up my desktop. I’m doing a journal entry on what is law, and it’s the most bullshit thing in the world. the class itself is something that i will have no concern with once the quarter is over with.. actually all the classes that i’m taking are bullshit. i’m getting tired of writing this, it’s kinda pointless. peace

Late night drive

Today was a pretty fulfilling day. I played both soccer, and basketball with the guys and went for a late night drive to newport. Went on a random freeway and went on it, and then eventually ended up in newport. The night was cold, the streets were empty, and life was relaxing. There aren’t many times when I can go out for a drive with no worries, and just enjoy everything life has to offer. The reason for the drive was because, the next few days are going to be quite busy–eating with friends, buying school supplies, and just preparing for school.

-Jay

Troubles & Music

Been “feeling” like I’ve been a shithole for a while. The only thing that helps me take my mind off the problems in my head, is music. There are certain songs I listen to that helps me forget about my problems for the 3 minutes and 45 seconds of the song–drifting off into a peaceful state of mind. There have been a lot of things on my mind and it’s just really nice to forget about your problems for a brief moment and just enjoy life.

now playing: ambulance ltd – stay where you are.

Faith

It feels that summer is finally dwindling down to a stop. I am pretty tired, so i’m not goin to write much but in all I have played my fair share this summer. It is time for me to calm it down and just relax before school starts.

Remember

I have been going out more and more often, and I think now a days it’s have been getting the best of me. I come home pretty late and wake up pretty late. Not good. I start school soon and I should get ready seeing how I drastically “lived it up” during the summer. I recently bought a book, but haven’t had the chance to read it, seeing that I left in Sarah’s brothers car who lives in LA. It was my summer read, so I don’t fall THAT behind, but it’s too late. I’m screwed when I start school.

It was my birthday a couple days ago and I gotta say it was pretty chill. We drank thursday night after I had dinner with my parents. Then friday morning I went to disneyland really quick with jasmin and then set up for bbq at my house. We ended up playing beerpong for about 4-5 hours and it was pretty chill. I have been drinking too much these past few days and I need to cut back.

No more drinking, just sober living. It’s pretty hard to do when they’re is nothing else to do, but I really need it to happen in order to keep a sober mind for school. I sound like a nerd but I think after constantly playing throughout a 4-5 month summer break, it becomes a reality that I’ve been profoundly retarded.

update x frisco x present

I haven’t updated this in a while, but now that I have some time to kill I think I should. Since I’ve updated this blog I went up to Frisco with Haein, Sarah, Andrew, Doh, and Albert. It was probably the highlight of my summer. I made an effort to take a trip this summer and I followed through. Here are some pics (out of 700…)

on our way up to SF

outside our motel the first night.

Nick's Crispy Taco (Carne Asada & Grilled Fish)

there are too many pictures to choose from so yeah. i uploaded them all on facebook if you want to see them.

random day: dustin kensrue

Today was a pretty random day. I went to the apple store to get my phone fixed because it kept freezing on me. Apple decided to give me a new iphone because I had proof of my phone failing on me.
Then met up with some of the guys and heard that Dustin Kensrue was going to perform @ irvine spectrum. I was down to go, due to the fact that I haven’t gone to a concert in a while, and it was Dustin Kensrue. The last time I saw him was at Rancho Cucamonga, and that was an awesome show.

I got a few pictures with him, shook his hands, and got his cd signed. When he was on stage you can see that he really cared about the music that he produced. He was probably one of the best artists that i’ve seen perform. He stayed to sign/talk with people, and it was nice to see a musician due that.

We talked to him and found out that Mr. Clark was right. Mr.Clark’s (my math analysis teacher from high school) daughter dated Dustin Kensrue. What a small world right?

I’m pretty hungry, and I should get something to eat, before my stomach starts to hurt. This summer has been none like before.

I’ll post some pictures soon.

Underoath x KrnBBQ

So just had some good korean bbq. And now listening to some underoath to relieve some stress. I find myself at times questioning all that has happened to me. I don’t know why, but it seems important that i do this–in order to keep myself in check. It has been a while since i’ve last reflected over past events of myself. Reflection allows me to calm my nerves down, and reorganize my priorities as well as everything else. This summer has been somewhat productive, as I’ve gone to the beach many times, gone to LA a couple of times, and just been around hanging out, meeting with old & new friends.

There are some things that are still confusing right now in my life, but hopefully they’ll sort themselves out–soon.

now playing: underoath – reinventing your exit